I know that this will break me

so here we are , we are alone. there's weight on your mind and i wanna know. the truth if this is how you feel , say it to me, if this was ever real. i want the truth, from you. give me the truth, even if it hurts me. i want the truth, so this is you, you're talking to me, you found a million ways to let me down so im not hurt when you're not around. i was blind but now I see this is how you feel, just say it to me if this was ever real..